Friday, April 16, 2021

Writer's Block

 So I started writing my book and basically got 1 page of the first book done and I need to turn the manuscript in by the 27th ugh... I don't know whether to just go for it and write what I lived or say fuck it and give up.  I'm trying to avoid the latter but I gave myself an unrealistic release date which is typical self destructive behavior and when I'm lying in bed at night a lot of the time I think of these great things to write which aren't relevant to my first book but I don't even take the time to write it down which is so stupid... idk maybe I'll try I just have no motivation.

#writersblock

#lackofmotivation

#noselfdiscipline

#autobiography

#homeless

#recovery

this one time in day camp

So when we lived in Cali or New Mexico my mom put me in this YMCA summer day camp and they took us to a lake. Some of the kids had a tube an...