Ok u ready?!? Lol!? I've dabbled on n off with drugs and alcohol my whole life crack was introduced to me at 17 I'm 41 I live in Baltimore when I was 29 right b4 my 30th bday I moved to NC had a nice apartment a good job an awesome car and friends - the most I did was happy hour and weed i met my kids dad and that next year I was pregnant and then again the following year kids were born 12/08 and 12/09 the relationship with their father in between was toxic n still is basically bc he's a piece of crap - so after I had my kids I would go out on a Friday or Saturday and drink after I had my second son I worked for the census here in MD but got work comp from it had moved in with this guy and we drank he smoked weed and I kept refusing bc I was a mom now but eventually ppl convinced me everyone does it so i did and if I had just smoked weed no alcohol no pills I would've been ok but that wasn't the case so he and I broke up and this guy in my neighborhood asked me if I wanted to smoke some crack so from 2010-2016 I had a roaring crack habit in and out of rehab always had my kids when I wasn't in rehab couldn't work bc I had no one to watch my kids and by the time I would've paid for daycare it would've taken my whole check so I went on disability around 2012 and in 2017 they cut it off im in the process of trying to get it back I can't work bc I have a warrant in Austin and now have a drug conviction - in July 2016 my kids n I moved to Kingsland TX which is an hour from Austin I had quit methadone cold turkey bc there weren't any clinics in that small town n No one to drive me an hour to get it I started drinking and smoking weed along with a lil kratom then in Oct 1st 2016 I tried meth by smoking and by Oct 31st I was in ICU my dad had taken my kids from me and in Nov I went to austin to meet a guy and got stranded in July 2017 my mom had the cops pick my kids up from my dad and flew them back to MD I stated homeless till Oct 2018 and ended up coming back to Baltimore with my mom and kids and like 4 nights ago my mom's car was repossessed bc she had to retire to take care of my kids and now she supports all 3 of us bc I cant work n don't have my disability so she's also about to lose her house.
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